I hate this time of November.

Paul died three years ago. About a week after Veteran's Day.

Joe's turning thirty this Monday. I can still remember giving him a Korn shirt on his 19th birthday.

I feel like I live in a vacuum. School is awful. I don't feel like a productive member of society. I am shut away in a bubble world going further into debt every day.

On the bright side - I have obtained some promising good musics (Royksopp, She Wants Revenge, Friendly Fires, and Sissy Wish) and have had some relatively promising interactions with neat people.

I can't believe LIU's Media Specialist program isn't fucking MILITANT about integrating technologies into the curriculum. It is sad and ridiculous. My best resource is, and have always been, my ability to single out and befriend tech savvy people as a way to keep up to date.

The other day, a HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT sought help to change the school's desktop background because he accidentally changed it to some random jpg. It was unbelievable. At this day and age?

I've been drinking a whole lot this weekend.